Phan, Emily

Abstract Rationale: Critical illness survivors often experience anxiety, depression, and post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) due to traumatic experiences, sedation, and delirium. Early interventions of psychological support may help mitigate mental health deficits post-ICU. Memory of the ICU stay may play a key role in addressing trauma and facilitating therapeutic engagement. Therefore, we sought to determine the relationship between ICU memory recollection, in-ICU delirium, and mental health outcomes at 1-month follow-up in a critical illness recovery center. Methods: We analyzed data collected at 1-month follow-up in a critical illness recovery center seeing adults who had ICU stays of >4 days with sepsis, respiratory failure, and/or delirium. Patients were asked, “Do you remember your experience in the ICU, and if so, can you describe your most impactful memories?” and we qualitatively coded responses for A) presence/absence of memories and B) type of memories described. We analyzed unadjusted associations between demographic, clinical, and mental health measures (anxiety, depression, and PTSD) and memory recollection using chi-square and Wilcoxon rank-sum tests. Results: Among 196 patients seen at 1-month follow-up, 96 (49%) reported memories of their ICU stay. Of these, 44 (46%) described support they received in the ICU (e.g., feeling “safe and watched” by ICU staff, spouse at bedside), 36 (38%) recalled delusions and/or hallucinations (e.g., being kidnapped), 35 (37%) remembered specific treatments (e.g., cardioversion), and 33 (34%) described symptoms (e.g., pain, constipation). Baseline characteristics and critical illness features are shown in the Table. Patients who reported no memories of their ICU stay were more frequently admitted with neurological diagnoses, whereas those who reported memories were more often admitted with trauma or burns (p<0.001). Those without memories had more delirium days than those reporting memories (p=0.02). Although PTSD and anxiety symptoms at 1-month follow-up were not associated with memories, patients who remembered their ICU stay had fewer depression symptoms (p=0.04). Conclusions: One month after their critical illness, half of survivors recalled their ICU experience, with memories ranging from supportive interactions to distressing experiences. In unadjusted analyses, memory recollection was associated with fewer depressive symptoms during follow-up, but a larger study is needed to determine whether this association persists after adjusting for potential confounders. Memories of the ICU may provide a therapeutic foundation for interventions targeting depression after critical illness, such as exposure therapy or ICU diaries, which may improve mental health outcomes in critical illness survivors.